First cut is the deepest...

The first cut is the deepest

I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and she's taking almost all that I've got
but if you want, I'll try to love again
baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

I still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
and if you want, I'll try to love again
but baby, I'll try to love again, but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

I was bored enough to go on friendster after a reminder that say saya neber patronise them for a while oredi. So I go lor. Then I see my fren Rita's stat go from "single" to "in a relationship". Wah...

Then after some general surfing I went to type her name in "search users". Boredom+curiosity I guess. Bad idea. She has a best fren with the same name.Her profile wasn't there but her fren's was. And it came wif pics. With her in it...

Yah, limpeh drama. Honestly, if not because I don't have any more tears to shed I would. Friends tell me there'll be others but 1st cut is deepest mah. Tried so many times to put the past behind me but this baggage from 1.5 yrs ago refuses to go away. Or should I say, I don't want to let go...AARRGGHH!!!